So, I'm in therapy three-four times a week for the next three weeks in a very intensive program to figure out why I'm so eff'd up. Finally, I get the help I need.

I just hope it actually does help and doesn't run like 98% of Alberta's public programs (read: doesn't).

I haven't been doing so well since Rob left again. My anxiety is through the roof and thanks to his tales of appendages on the side of the road, I can't close my eyes without vividly seeing the illustration to his stories, so sleep has been slow-going. I've been throwing up, suffering diarrhea every time I eat, waking up with nightmares every night, and finding concentration impossible. It's been crap, pure and total crap. I need to sort out a lot of stuff and I hope this gives me an opportunity.